Random little sayings I like

Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit.
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking, maybe six feet, ain't so far down.
My Little Box was perfect till you destroyed it all.
Everything is 50/50.
You get what you give.
Do you see difficulty behind opportunity, or Opportunity behind every difficulty?
You ant King, Your just a Joker Card.
Karma is a b!%@&, just make sure that b!%@& is beautiful.

Don't Stop Dancing

"Creed - Don't Stop Dancing"
At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way
Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?

No matter how much I want to stop trying I can't. I have to many things to worry about. I can't drop them all. So many people depend on me. But I can't stop trying, and I won't stop dancing.

~Mercedes Lynn~

Don't ask me

I try to voice my opion, But I get shut out and shut down.
I try to stand out, But I always blend in.
I try to do what I can, but it never gets me any where.
Im never included, and I'm the last person people think of.
Don't ask me why, thats just how it is.

~Mercedes Lynn~

My Little Box

I keep my faces in a box,
Stashed inside of me.
It's murky in there,
Overcast with feelings.
I don't allow anyone to see,
Not that anyone cares enough to go looking.
No one wants to know what bothers me.

I hate these feelings. Ones I don't want to share. It hurts to keep them to my self. But whats even worse is when I let it out.

STRESS!

I need a vacation from every thing. My job, school, home, just everything. I hate school because i have so much to get done. I work all the time and get two days off a week. I never get a break from home, theres always yelling and something for me to do. I need a vacation. Aprill 14th can't come andy sooner?

~Mercedes Lynn~

The Woman In Black

I went to see the Woman In Black lastnight. Stupid movie! It was slow and had no story line. it wasn't scary at all and the ending sucked! Don't go and see it! Its a waste of time and money!

Your Stupid

I don't understand you. Your pushing your daughter away for a fling that won't last. Your brining her into your house. Letting your daughter see her in your bed with you. She still doesn't understand why mommy and daddy arnt together. And your doing this? She asked me last night to talk. She explained how she felt and told me every thing. She feels like she can't talk to you because your attention is on your new fling. She hates her. She hates that you yell at mommy. She hates that she never gets time with daddy. That she doesn't like going home because that girl is sitting on the couch with daddy. She cried for over an hour and I tryed to comfort her. But all she could say was "I miss my daddy"
You were an amazing dad and you still are. I think your confused and just wants to hurt her mom. Let me give you some advice. You can hurt Ashley all you want BUT LEAVE JOSELYN OUT OF IT!!! Or your in for trouble.

Sweet Child 'O' Mine

Guns and Roses - Sweet Child 'O' Mine
She's got a smile it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry

Oh, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

Faveorite Guns and Roses song of all time!! :) I maily love the guitar in it, Slash is an amazing guitar player. At the top are my favorite lyrics. Some one told me that it describes the perfect girl. He might be right. But for me it would be the perfect guy.
Other songs that I like by Guns and Roses would be; Paridise City, Welcome to the Jungle, and November Rain. I can go on and on but those are my top favorite. :)

Where'd You Go

Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone
Where'd you go? I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go? I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home
Ill always remember my grandmother Naomi. She was kind, loving, always there for me, and was understanding. It was the worst feeling in the world when we found out she had lung cancer and didnt have more then a year left. Every thing fell apart. I spent her last summer with her, and it was the greatest. She passed on August 8, 2008. No more then 3 months after she was diagnosed.
She passed with her childrens hands in hers and her grandchildren looking over her.
Ever since you passed I' have been singing "Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like its been forever since you've been gone. Please come back home?"
I love you Grandma. <3

~Mercedes Lynn~

I don't know what you want

You say you want one thing but then confuse me by saying another,
Why can't you just tell me how you feel and what you want,
It would make things easyer,
and I would't have to guess,
I hate the guessing game,
and you know that,
so why do you play it?

I don't want to play games, I just want to be with you. <3

~Mercedes Lynn~

New Piercing

This thursday Im getting my hips pierced. :) I don't know if I want surface or microdermials.
 <-- Those are surface hip piercings. Its a staple like bar going through and under your skin then out the other side. I think these look cute and are the easyest to do. But they don't last very long.
 <-- These are microdermal hip piercings. Its one stud attached to and ancor that they put underneith your skin. It sounds and looks very painful but they last longer and look awsome!

With all surface piercings and microdermals there is a chance that your skin and body will reject them and push them out if they get infected or is pierced wrong.

Fingers crossed!!! :)

~Mercedes Lynn~