Wednesday, December 21, 2011

WOOP!

Just got done making puppy chow with Destiny! Waiting for the other students to get done making there stuff. Christmas break starts today! woop woop! Can't wait for Christmas to come! I'm sooo excited!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! :)

~Mercedes Lynn~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

November Rain

November Rain-Guns & Roses
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
On their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
Own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
On their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

My Favorite song ever by Guns & Roses. Its calm and melo. Talks about falling in love and losing it. You can lose love as easly as you can fall in love. And I think they do a good job at explaining it. Mailny my faveorite part/parts out of the whole song is the guitar. Slash is an amazing guitar player and he did an awsome job on this song!! And they right. Everybody needs someone, Everybody needs time, even time alone. :)

Heres the link for the song!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SbUC-UaAxE&ob=av2e

~Mercedes Lynn~

My Little Box

My Little Box-John Frizzell
Silent in my sanity I live safe inside my cell. In the darkness my sin haunts me, I've seen my own special hell. Covered in my suffering, something warm inside this pain. The forewall's coming down on me, come on down again.
Let you in and you come on to the haze of the cooking grave. But your life itself can cool an empty cave. Sooner or later you think this is what other people need. Doing all that shit, man leave me here to bleed.
Cradle falls...unholy walls.....
Cradle falls....Unholy walls....
Cradle Falls.....
Straight to the silence I live safe inside my cell. and that darkness thats around me I've seen my own special hell. I fight myself feeling warm inside this pain. The floors coming down on me, come on down again.
You woke me out of my secret grave. You let your pretty world in.
Cradle falls.....
Unholy Walls...........
ooooooooooooooooo.
Now your in my world did you dream it'd be so small. My little box was perfect, until you destroyed it all. My sanctity of circle. Forever in its place. The sacred sent of you, is all thats left to taste. Feeling clostrophobic, now my world is closing in, suido retribution, where I am. where I've been. I'll take you to a place, you never knew could be, curled up in my little box.
Cradle falls.....


This is one of my top songs! It explains so much. My Favorite verse is the last one(bold). I don't know why it just explains so much about some relationships I've had. Friends, Boyfriends, Family. Once you let them in theres no turning back. I let them in my little box, and all they did was tear me down and make me feel like nothing. But heres where they're wrong, I'm stronger because of it. They didn't win.
Theres one person I want to forgive but I don't know if its the best idea. I miss and love him so much but I can't set my self up for heartbreak any more.
So for now its just me and My Little Box.

~Mercedes Lynn~

Monday, December 19, 2011

Cody!!!

Okay so Cody Miller is back home for his surgery. So its manditory that me Sam and Dakota go see him!!! Ahhh im so excited. :) Also today im going to see my other friend Caroll. Todays going to be a good day! :)

Friday, December 16, 2011

Christmas!! :O

Christmas is coming up fast! But I’m ready! I everyone presents. A-Dog: Rescue Bots with accessories. Spiderman: Spiderman Vs. Green Goblin with accessories. Jay: Monster High dolls with bed and accessories. Kendal: Squeakes. Dane: Transformers. Allycat: iPod. Spawn: Coffee press with cup and $25 gift card to Starbucks. Dale: Zippo lighter with gift pack. PS3: Money. Billie Jean: Money. Ash and Dall: Money. Shorty: western movies. Bubu: i don't know yet but I know he'll like anything. Bribear: Transformers stuff. And ofcoures my bestie B: shhhh I can't tell because she'll read it. hehehe
I think I did good this year. :) Excited for them to open them up! Hope they like them. :)
I'm excited for mine as well. Spawn said I have two big gifts and some small ones. :) Even if I didn't get anything I'd be happy with my family together. <3 Love you guys. :)

~Mercedes Lynn~

Yay!

Got my phone some what working yesterday! My service sucks but I have enough to text so it works enough for me! :) Hopefully Straight Talk can get it fixed soon. If nothing works then they are going to send me a new phone. -fingers crossed- :)
More on the plus side! The past week has been amazing! :) Work and home has been getting better. My mom hasn't been yelling at me latley. And I got 75% of my christmas shopping done! When I get paid next week me and my bestie Caroll are going shopping and haven a girls day! We going to get are hair done, maybe our nails too. :) Mall! I'm sooo excited! :)
I miss my sister B. I feel like I haven't seen her in years! We need to fix that soon! :)
Life Is Good! :)

~Mercedes Lynn~

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Work Work Work.... Break?..

My weely schedual
Monday: School- 8:45a.m.-2:30p.m.
              Work- 4:30p.m.-10:00a.m.
              time for me? none
Tuesday: School- 8:45a.m.-2:30p.m.
              Day Off
              Help mom with kids and around the house
              Do Chores
              Hand out with friends- 7:00 p.m.-10:00p.m.
Wendsday: School- 8:45a.m.-2:30p.m.
                  Work- 4:30p.m.-10:00a.m.
                  time for me? none
Thursday: School- 8:45a.m.-2:30p.m.
                Day Off
                Help mom with kids and around the house
                Do Chores
                Hang out with friends- 7:00 p.m.-10:00p.m.
Friday: School- 8:45a.m.-2:30p.m.
            Work- 4:30p.m.-10:00a.m.
             time for me? none
Saturday: No School
               Work- 10:30a.m.-7:00p.m.
               Do chores
               Give kids baths
               Hang out With Friends-9:00p.m.-12:00a.m.
Sunday: No School
             Work- 10:30a.m.-7:00p.m.
              Do Chores
             time for me? none
              
Im always tired and it sucks I barley have time for me and friends. But in the long run I have a job and Im working to get my diploma. and at the end of the day I have no worries.

The Dark Night Rises

 The Dark Knight Rises Double-sided poster
I cannot explain in words how excited I am for this movie!!!.. The main characters are Selina Kyle aka Catwoman played by Anne Hathaway and  Bane played by Tom Hardy. And of course you have Bruce Wayne aka Batman played by Christian Bale. 
I’m a little worried on how well Anne will play Catwoman. This character is seductive and sexy, she usually gets her way. Anne looks innocent and shy. So I don't know how well shell play the part. Hopefully she does great! -fingers crossed- Christian has always done an amazing job!! But my all-time favorite Batman is Michael Keaton. I don't know Tom Hardy so well see if he’s bad a$$ enough to play Bane.
Over all VERY excited for it!!
Only down side is I've heard it’s that last Batman movie. :'( But like they said every legend ends.
Here’s The Trailer. Hope You Like It!!! :)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-Sktgm0aD8

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Billie Jean

I don't know what I would do with out her.
She's my sister and my best friend.
We've had our ups and downs but we always make it through.
Lately I've been worried about her.
She's always drinking and selling her self short because that's all she knows.
She went to that bar last night and got drunk.
Her emotions were every where and she thought going home with a guy was the right thing.
I tried to talk to her, calm her down, take her home where I knew she would be safe.
But she wouldn't listen.
I stayed up all night waiting for her to come home.  And she didn't. 
I hope she is safe.

~Mercedes Lynn~